So I was contemplating about my childhood today rather than studying for exams.And I realized, becuase of Barney, I had my first crush when I was four.
No, no. I did not have a crush on Barney. I had a crush on one of the kids whose character was named Michael. Skinny, blonde, white kid. Damn him. He probably set my fixation on white guys for life. I just have not always realized this because at that age, I was not able to sort my feelings. I distinctly remember my strong attraction to him and his presence in my dreams. How disturbing! I looked him up on IMDB and realize that I was not the only one with this childhood crush so that's a relief.
So my first crush was not my grade 1 piano examiner, whom I also remember and would still think was hot. I found my six year old self very distracted by his presence which is never good in an examination setting.
Just thought I'd post this because it was a big epiphany for me. I am not as much the asexual creature I thought I was.
P.S. I'm posting a picture, Pinga.